The minute i laid my eyes on you, i realised what they say is true, the love i felt from that day on, cud never fade away its to strong, at home with me is where you belong, i cant accept the fact your gone! Jay the time we had just wasnt enough, livin without you is really tough! You changed my life made it worthwhile, you melted my heart with your gorgeous smile! Theres a silver linen for every dark cloud, an moo im really tryin to make u proud! Times a healer, wish it was true, il never be the same without you! Why you, my innocent baby boy, so happy content and full of joy! If my love itself could of saved you, then it would still be just us 2, your nutta mum n my mini moo. Just remember jay ure not alone, a part of me went with u wen grampy took you home! Keep smilin moo, i'l always love you xxx Jayden there isnt a minute of the day that goes by where i dont think of u, everythin i do, hear, say, see relates to you! my actions, words, thoughts, dreams, advice! you helped me so much when you where here, and you still help me now! you'l always be my life! and il always be your mum.. you wer put in my life for a reason, an u wer taken for a reason! u helped save me from myself! an il be with u one day mooey! id gve my life 4 u to live ures! or 2 see ur smile, hear ur laugh, cry! love you 4ever moo xxx Jayden, you were the best thing that has ever happened to me! It was so easy to love you, but so hard to say goodbye! I’ll never forget your laugh or smile, from the minute you woke up, till you fell asleep you would be smiling! If I could swap places with you, I would, you were my life. I will never forget you. Words cant even begin to describe how much I love and miss you! I’ve done my best to make you proud, and I will keep on trying. I love you so much my mooey! Rest in peace. You never said “I’m leaving” You never said goodbye You were gone before I knew it, And only god knew why A million times I needed you A million times I cried If love alone could have saved you, You never would have died In life I loved you dearly In death I love you still In my heart you hold a place, That no one could ever fill It broke my heart to loose you, but you didn’t go alone For part if me went with you, The day Grampy took you home, Please don’t tell me you know how I feel, unless you have lost your child as well. Please don’t tell me my broken heart will heal, because that is just not true. Please don’t tell me my baby is in a better place, though it is true, I want him here with me. don’t tell me that someday I will hear his voice, see his face, beyond today I cant see. don’t tell me its time to move on, because I cant. don’t tell me to face the fact that he is gone, because denial is something I cannot stop. don’t tell me to be thankful for the time I had, because I wanted more. Don’t tell me when I am my old self you will be glad, I’ll never be as good as I was before. What you can tell me is that you will be here for me, that you will listen when I talk about jay, you can share with me my precious memories, the way he used to look at me and smile, please don’t hesitate to say his name, because it is something I long to hear everyday. Please realize that I can never be the same, but if you stand by me, you may like the new person I have become.